Eating everything in sight!!!
I have been having a hell of a time!
OK So I have basically gained back 3 of the 5 pounds I lost! I have not really been going to the gym, but I have been walking everyday and doing bodyweight strength training at home, but I am craving sweets BIG TIME!!!! Problem is if I have ONE I have TEN!!!
I have to stop this cycle.. I cleaned out my cupboards and got rid of the unhealthy foods, but have been eating too many banana shakes and peanut butter.. My weaknesses.
I am sure that I have to make a schedule and stick to it.
I NEED A TRAINER.. and a FREE one at that!
I am very good at taking and following directions, seems like when the direction is coming from me I let myself off the hook, and therefore, stay fat!
I am frustrated and sick of it, and to top it off my gym’s daycare keeps giving my kid lice… so I am sick of that place too.
I am thinking of starting to just workout at home and at the track here, but I don’t have weights so how can I lift.. I don’t have much of an expendable income so I can’t feasibly purchase weights..
Anyone know some fit trainers that come with equipment and want to take on a charity case…?
I am a really good cook and really fun!!! ;P
Just have to get back on track, I know very well that tomorrow is another day, and it is the first day of the rest of my life!
Optimism will prevail….
May 28, 2008 at 11:27 pm
If you stop paying for the Y, then you can use that money to buy some weights. I know what your going through with the food thing, I love sweets too (ate doritos and nutty bars everyday my whole life), I kicked it, and you can too, u just have to do it…good luck..ever have any questions or need help just ask.
May 29, 2008 at 1:52 am
Hang in there!! I don’t even like having things that i know i can cheat with in the Apt, if its not there, less of a chance ill mess up! Sometimes its frustrating though, i have a roomate who likes the sweets, and its hard, when im dowing 8 oz chicken and 1 1/2 cups of broccoli, and there’s something sitting right there unhealthy! Hang in there, its a battle, but its worth the FIGHT!!!!
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May 29, 2008 at 1:55 am
Hang in there!! I don’t even like having things that i know i can cheat with in the Apt, if its not there, less of a chance ill mess up! Sometimes its frustrating though, i have a roomate who likes the sweets, and its hard, when im downing 8 oz chicken and 1 1/2 cups of broccoli, and there’s something sitting right there unhealthy! Hang in there, its a battle, but its worth the FIGHT!!!!
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