I am my own worst enemy and it sucks Big time:(
I am not feeling to good about my food choices this week so imma come clean. Living up to 2008 version of me is just not happening anymore for my own failures. I have failed to control my binge eating. I have failed to keep up with my workouts. I have failed myself. I really hate this. Being healthy is very important to me . I don’t want to be competition fit for a while ( heck I can’t even get to regular fit at this point). Im tired of the inner voices telling me i"ts OK to eat the cookie today…you can just start over tommorrow". Being 4′11 and 126 sucks big time to me. I am my own worst enemy. I feel like Im living in someone elses body. I want to be 18% body fat DANG IT and 110 pounds!!! IS this too much to ask of myself??? Ah well today hopefully today will be better than yesterday……If not I only have myself to blame:(
Mahogany
October 15, 2009 at 11:23 am
Try to stay positive and don’t beat yourself up! Just decide that you are not going to make any more excuses in your life. Good luck and I am sure you will reach your goals
October 15, 2009 at 11:39 am
Thanks for the encouraging support:) One clean meal down for today 4 more to go
-Mahogany