Back to the grind..
Welp… 14 hour days took their toll, and I quit going to the gym. Not long after that, I stopped lifting altogether. My Diet of beer and pizza hasn’t helped any, and now more than a year later, I can say with all honesty I am embarassed to take my shirt off. It was painful to see more and more muscle loss as my gut expanded into beer keg proportions… (well not that bad) but I put on at least 4 inches of blubber in the waist area, and most of my muscle has shrunk and gone smooth.
I can come up with a ton of excuses. We all know it’s bull cause there are no excuses. You either train or you don’t. It’s a way of life commitment give, or take the ocassional beer, or poptart weakness.
I just can’t go out this way. I am 43 now. That doesn’t mean I am dead. I know I’ll never be a pro bodybuilder but damn… this beer gut I have here is failure. Lets face it.. I not only fell off the wagon… but got run over by the next five in the caravan.
I gots no one to blame but myself here, and athough I have taken several giant steps backwards, I look forward to making progress once again.






October 16, 2008 at 12:49 pm
Your not the only one.I got caught up on a "liquid barley" diet for about a year too.I’m embarrassed to take my shirt off.But the good news is…. I’m doing something about it.3 day work out,6 day cardio,eating clean,NO BEER/alcohol…..Oh I’m 41.So I can totally relate.So ya stumbled and fell off….Get back up.You already know ya can do it.Your not a failure.It takes balls to start over and thats an accomplishment in it’s self.Go get it!!!