MILF HUNTRESS

You know I leave for NYC in less than 4 weeks and I had a quart of (low sugar) ice-cream over the weekend?!?  IT IS SLAP MYSELF AWAKE TIME!  This is important to me and I PLAN TO SUCCEED.  Sure I would like a whole lot of things before my shoot that likely will not happen.  Many things that involve moolah.  I cannot control certain things.  I CAN CONTROL what I eat, and what I put into my workouts DAILY.  Threw back on the weighted vest last night.  This will be for my nightly PM cardio, which is now NON-NEGOTIABLE.  Working around tennis schedules (for middle daughter), my work schedule, and my youngest’s school schedule………I refuse to leave her home alone……NONE OF THIS IS EASY.  My husband works VERY LONG HOURS (God bless his soul…..we think/hope this will be changing soon).  We are all just kind of hanging in there holding our breath…..doing our own thing…..and trying not to lose one another in the process.  Well, all of us except my oldest of course.  She is attending frat parties and from what I hear taken up Salsa?  I love her……..and from the time they are babies, this is what we want for them.  We want them to live the GOOD LIFE.  Problem is, most of us stop living the good life………in order to provide it for them.  Keep loving your kids, but love YOURSELF too.  I promise you can find balance if you try. What works for me is trusting in a BENEVOLENT UNIVERSE.  I believe that I am worthy of GREAT THINGS, GOOD TIMES, WONDERFUL FRIENDSHIPS & FABULOUS EXPERIENCES.  You have to trust that the man (or lady) upstairs, or in your heart……….is really there for you.  That they really care.  Then do what you have to do.  Me? Right now I have to diet and wear 40 lb vests.  Different paths, same destination.

Down from 163 to 155.5 in 5 days.  I am doing this nothing but healthy style, and it feels so good to know what I am doing.  I think I’ve become a dieting expert.  lol