MILF HUNTRESS

 Promise I am not going to post every sh-muscle picture, but I am just so f-cking happy to be on that site!  Spent my daytime today being illustrious librarian, and my nighttime tonight being Amazon gym warrior.  I find resolution in opposites.  I am glad I am free to be whomever I please.  I have eaten whateverthefudgeilike for the past 3.75 days.  This means including pizza, (many, many) candybars, a couple lbs of almonds/cashews (raw),  sooo much peanut butter, all sorts of yummy energy bars (not keeping in mind protein for a change), as much fruit as I like, including 5 plums right before bed, …and YEP!…..2 whole bags of ORGANIC Cheetos.  I’m going to spend maybe 2 more days in healthy bulk mode (meaning no cheetos but yes oatmeal, yah nuts).  Taking just one week off of double cardio, then going to get my body ready for the big Dan Ray.  Here’s to making my 40th year the best year of my life (so far).  VENICE BEACH ANYONE?

Another jewel from Arnold.

Why do we worship? 

            We worship to feel good.

            We worship to feel pure. 

            We worship to exalt…..

                 ourselves.

Yeeaaaah!  In just a few minutes I leave to meet up with all my best girlfriends from high school.  Some of whom I haven’t seen in 18+ years.  Others I have seen more recently, though not often.  The latest being about 3 years ago. 

There is a special bond you form from going through high school together.  Yes we were the party girls.  Face it.  We were the band groupie rocker beeeetches.  My husband and his friends called us the crazy banshees.

Had a nice workout, though a short one after work today.  Listening intuitively, I worked only deadlifts and biceps.  Up to 145 for deadlifts on my last couple sets.  Finished off with 50 reps of curls.  Got the pump, got the pump…got the mther fking PUMP. 

This morning was dedicated to removing me from the ranks of fetish librarian, to real live librarian.  Even got a certificate to prove it.  Now I am certified not just to hand you a book with a smile, but to help you find the book you crave.  So tell me boys……..what’s your pleasure?

I think I can.  I think I can. 

I know I can!   I know I can! 

“The Little Engine That Could”. 

Great little book.  Something adults learn from reading to their little polli-wog, as much as little polli-wog learns himself.

I spent some time this evening looking at other ladies on this site and I know I am out-leagued.  Where do these beautiful torsos and shapely rib cages come from???  Why, from a strict diet of course.

Strict dieting is definitely not for me in the long term.  However, I know I can do better, and achieve more, if I put some thought and energy into this area.

My workouts?  I still love them, though I am definitely on auto pilot and not breaking any barriers. 

I am still working out on time and intuition alone.  Which makes me think that maybe I should write a book someday called, “The Intuitive Lifter“.  But first I must achieve some accomplishments.

Being the thick and curvy girl is fun.  But I know I can leave thick and curvy behind.  Always to come back to her with ease, (and a barrel of cashews) someday. 

The body I desire is big, thick, muscles, a little narrow waistline, vaccuum abs. 

I can’t achieve this look without steroids.  Since noone has been kind enough to offer, I can at least start drinking milk. 

You know it’s loaded with the stuff.

And anything that’s good enough for Arnold, is good enough for me.