Self Guided Torpedos And Interceptor Missiles
I love fat muscle girls. Thank f-cking God because I am one. (God is not petty enough to worry about profanity so don’t you be.) 166!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jeepers creepers! This means I’ve put on a steady 4 lbs per week in the month I’ve been back. This means I’ve been definitely trying to chase off ol Dan Ray, and now I’ll tell you why.
Psycho-Cybernetics states that our minds are ‘goal seeking servo-mechanisms’. Whatever our underlying true belief states about ourself, our unconscious mind will bring about to be true, much like a missile headed on course. IF I were to see myself as a girl that fitness photographers come to, a girl that is worthy of the attention of photographers in the fitness industry, then my servile mechanism would continue on course as engaged. BUT if my UNCONSCIOUS mind sees rather a fat pre-adolescent, a gawky teenager, or an obese mother, my unconscious mind might possibly FREAK, say WTF, and go running 180 in the opposite direction. What can I do to show the world who I really am? What can I do to show the world I am a fat girl? A homely chick?
This is what my unconscious has been up to. This is what I have been doing. I am aware of this. However, CONSCIOUS AWARENESS CHANGES NOTHING UNLESS I CAN GO INSIDE AND CHANGE THE UNDERLYING INNER PROGRAMMING.
Yes a work in progress.
Still wish I could take a picture!
I do lovvvve a fat muscle chick.
November 6, 2009 at 11:48 pm
I love muscle chicks, period. Off-season "fluffy". Ripped and show ready. I don’t care. Strong women are just friggin’ hot, period.
November 7, 2009 at 12:10 pm
I wonder as someone who also struggles with weight if I will ever truly reprogram myself for weight loss. I think in my case I will always have to remain vigilant and never forget the really fat woman I can be. It seems that I got a chip on my shoulder and thought I could get away with chucking exercise and eating like a mini sumo wrestler this year. I put on 26 pounds with that type of thinking!
I am back to doing what Dr. Phil calls creating a no fail environment(if it’s not in my house I can’t eat it) and an incompatable life style with being fat(workouts six days a week). Sorry to ramble in your comment section but this blog spoke to me.
November 7, 2009 at 4:08 pm
Feel free to ramble anytime. It is nice to hear feedback from someone who can relate!
November 9, 2009 at 6:40 pm
What is this "Psycho-Cybernetics" you speak of?
November 15, 2009 at 8:36 am
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