Transcending Genders
Just a quick word about what blogging and reading others blogs has done for me. It has helped me to open up. It has helped me to find self expression. It has helped me to find my experiences to be, well, unique, but normal. It has helped me to lose the fear that media has created, and to view people under the microscope of our similarities rather than our differences. This has been a very positive experience for me. Well, it’s 4 AM and I am up with insomnia and a large can of cashews. A VERY large can, I might add. Let’s see,… 21 ounces. I had a big day in which I left home at 8:45 AM, not to return until 13 hours later. It was work, cardio on lunch break, work, workout with weights, Walmart Run. Nothing huge or out of the ordinary, but yes a long day. Might have found someone to help me with my web site, which excites me. This man is familiar with DreamWeaver, which is what I have intended to use all along. Even more exciting is after 9 months of no supplementation, I now have a can of Walmart creatine and bottle of DHEA. lol Even more exciting than that (things just keep getting better world) is the fact that I am expecting a sweet package from Optimum Nutrition to try some of their best products and blog about them. Bestest yet…….(the very bestest)…is how bulky I was looking in the mirrors tonight. Yes it was bulky, but a very good bulky. Female wrestler/power lifter bulky. I like it that my arms and body are now larger than the healthy everyday young male I might come across. I am beginning to cross gender lines. Which perhaps should not, but most definitely does, excite me. My body is beginning to become, EXACTLY what I envision it to be. I believe I am at the beginning of a very pleasant iceberg.
