Sex With Someone I Love
The fact that I went way back four years in the past shows to me I must still be working through some things. How does it feel to be taken advantage of, taken for granted? Well you can certainly come ask Miss Maddi. I remember at one point him saying, (me staring worshipfully up into his face),…."I’m an a**hole like any other man". He tried to tell me time and time again but I wasn’t interested in what he had to say. His words said one thing. His eyes and hands told me something else. I may as well have just put my hand over his mouth, or duct taped it shut. Because he kept being sexual with me. Connect the dots. I mean, when he was with me, he SEEMED to love me. Seemed to really be into me. Ahhhhhhhhhh, wise, ancient, not so Chinese secret ladies. (This trancends all borders.) When men are getting that piece of ass, they really do love you. At least for those 5 minutes. Don’t settle for five minutes of love with any man. Masturbation is much more fruitful, and I can go for hours. As Woody Allen would say, masturbation is at least having sex with someone who loves you back.
October 22, 2008 at 6:14 am
well.thats too bad u had a man who didn’t appreciate what he has or had……your rite ….masturbation is so much easier,and less drama.:)