Think GREEN!
I am so glad I put on a little weight and am no longer cricket girl. lol Seriously, I felt like a cricket. And a very old cricket at that. I feel much more Miss Maddi when I am just a bit more volumptuous. This is me. This is who I really am. Plus, I get to eat chocolate cake and baked cheetos this way.
Mini workout this morning. I had to remail a certified overnight letter to my finance company. I am financing a portion of my surgery. Hubbie is a little stressed. "THIS IS MY BILL", I tell him. "Yeah right, he says. "What’s mine is mine, and what’s yours’ is mine….at least where debts are concerned."
Worked my biceps today, and just a quick 20 minutes on the elliptical. Going to run two painful miles tonight and do some more work on my biceps. I missed those girls. When I lost so much muscle, this is where the loss was most obvious.
I can no longer kick my husband’s ass. He threw me all around the room last night.
Ok, you know that I loved this. I was manhandled.
My favorite memories of my husband are when one night he was particularly pissed off, and literally threw me out of the bed 3 times. Yes, he picked me up and threw me.
Oooooooooh………PASSION.
Speaking of passion……..I had a passionfruit Marguerita last week with lunch.
See why I like being just a wee bit thicker? I get to have such GOOD THINGS.
I have started a 4 week diet to lean down for my surgery. Yesterday I had 4 salmon patties, protein oatmeal, salad, broccoli, carrots, 3 pcs cheese, Super-Pump 150, and 2 peach bacardi silvers.
This is my kind of diet, and I AM down a pound.
Overall, life is very good. I keep having these Faust moments. "ahh-ahhhh-ahhhhh….right now God….right now….this moment is perfect…..I want to stay here forever".
Alas the moment always passes and there is forever life’s bullshit to contend with.
But still,,,,……..I am very happy. All I can really think of that is missing is $8995. I need to pay up in 10 days for my surgeries. lol And I say……….COME NOW.
Gotta go…….some serious visualization needs to be done. (Dollar bills y’all……dollar, dollar bills.)






May 21, 2008 at 2:17 pm
Must be definitely nicer to not have such a strict diet - baked cheetos and chocolate… yums!! I wasn’t craving sweets and salty foods until I just read that!
Holy cow, $9k!! I will be sending positive vibes your way (unfortunately, that’s all I can afford lol). It will come, though, it will!!
May 21, 2008 at 2:55 pm
hi yah girl..havent read many blogs lately busy in suzys little world lately. Nice to hear your finally eating chcolate …Surgery wow..
Good luck with that, need a nurse?
May 21, 2008 at 3:05 pm
Thanks so much Pixi! Hi Suzy! Yes…a naughty nurse would be cool!