9 weeks out and soooooo about to lose it!!!!!
Here I sit 9 weeks out from my first figure comp. Today should be a good day as i lost another 2lbs this week, its coffee day and cheat meal day! Not to mention that this week I get to take off from weights, so its cardio and posing only for me! But instead im in a funk!!! It started with the fact that I dissapointed my 9 year old, and its gone down hill from there! My child was supposed to do a cub scout function starting at 7am an hour and 1/2 away, but my other child has a football game that i have to be there for and momma (me) has to get her workout in..I tried, i really did but I couldn’t find someone that I trusted with my child to get him where he needed to be and keep an eye on him till I could finish with the other ones game and such… So he woke up to find out his mom is not super mommy and he isn’t going!!! I feel so bad!!!! My house is a wreck! and I really want some Candy corn!!!! lol! I took my pics for my coach and I can’t see past that they are me and im in a funk and its peeing me off that Im feeling this way! 9 weeks! Thats all i got left…just need to get out of this funk and work it!!!!! But i do have to tell ya…im a little worried about a week off…who does that? Seems odd to me, like no weights and all cardio, won’t that take away some of the muscle? Im told its to keep me from peking to early and to rest my body in prep for my new kick booty workout…who knows…see im in a funk!!!!!!
October 18, 2009 at 11:00 am
Try to keep pushing through it. It will be worth it in the end.