My talking out loud

Here I sit 9 weeks out from my first figure comp. Today should be a good day as i lost another 2lbs this week, its coffee day and cheat meal day! Not to mention that this week I get to take off from weights, so its cardio and posing only for me! But instead im in a funk!!! It started with the fact that I dissapointed my 9 year old, and its gone down hill from there! My child was supposed to do a cub scout function starting at 7am an hour and 1/2 away, but my other child has a football game that i have to be there for and momma (me) has to get her workout in..I tried, i really did but I couldn’t find someone that I trusted with my child to get him where he needed to be and keep an eye on him till I could finish with the other ones game and such… So he woke up to find out his mom is not super mommy and he isn’t going!!! I feel so bad!!!! My house is a wreck! and I really want some Candy corn!!!! lol! I took my pics for my coach and I can’t see past that they are me and im in a funk and its peeing me off that Im feeling this way! 9 weeks! Thats all i got left…just need to get out of this funk and work it!!!!! But i do have to tell ya…im a little worried about a week off…who does that? Seems odd to me, like no weights and all cardio, won’t that take away some of the muscle? Im told its to keep me from peking to early and to rest my body in prep for my new kick booty workout…who knows…see im in a funk!!!!!!

Morning all! So here I am 10 weeks out from my first figure comp. and so far things are going great! Diet and workouts are really working for me… I have dropped 2lbs a week so far and as long as I still drop a lbs a week I will remain on track and be able to keep my weekly cheat… Meet with my trainer yesterday and worked on my posing/walk and my 1/4 turns…kinda makes it all feel real. She was training with her trainer that gets her stage ready at the pro level so I had a few sets of eyes on me…They seem to be a little worried about me peaking too soon and having spillage the day of the show…not really sure what all that means but it doesn’t sound appealing…lol!  Here I was thinking I had a chance of not getting lean enough in time but there afraid of peaking too soon…crazy! So after I left my coach yesterday I got a message from her and they have decided to give me a week off from weights next week… So starting next Moday all I have is posing and cardio and rest…Then the week after my body will be all rested for my new workout to start… Here I was thinking I could just have a extra cheat  meal to slow things down…lol! See why Im not training myself!!!!!Genetically I have nice legs and through this process they have already cut up really well so while my upper body is a little lacking they are scared my legs will cut up way to much for figure so a break it is…..

I will do as she says as so far she hasn’t steered me wrong…Cardio is still at a minimum and my diet is 7 meals a day that I am actually enjoying, with a weekly cheat, im thinking that as long as my body doesn’t cramp up on me and my celiacs and hypoglecemia stay at bay…im golden through this process…

Im looking forward to another good week…talk to you later!