DISAPPOINTED
Yeah so I am leaving this desert very soon and I am disappointed in myself because I feel that I should be alot farther with my body than I am. I think what hurt me was the indecisiveness of what my goals were. One minute I wanted to be huge the next I wanted to be cut and the bottom line is I didnt stick to a plan either way. I appreciate all my folks on this website that have been talking with me and what not. I plan on submitting a few more pics prob tomorrow so you can share in the disappointment with me lol. Thanks for listening and I just felt like talking lol.
July 7, 2009 at 3:58 am
I’m sure you’ve made progress in the right direction. Just focusing on a healthier body is success and getting those workouts in is success.
July 7, 2009 at 4:40 am
I’m sure you’re further along than you were when you first started, so although you might not be where you want to be at this point in time you’re a lot closer than you once were. The trick now is to solidify those goals, form a new plan, and stick to it one goal at a time. Keep up the great work!
July 7, 2009 at 7:01 am
You are being honest with yourself and that is half the battle. It will help you move forward! Two steps forward and one step back is still moving forward!! With a little soul searching and some redinfined goals, you will be rockin’ it!!
July 7, 2009 at 8:00 am
Wow, reading this I thought I was reading my own thoughts. If I wasn’t so unclear on my goals I would be a lot father along than where I am. I agree with everyone .. I am sure you are further along than where you started… time to look forward and to refocus.
July 7, 2009 at 8:09 am
Don’t be so hard on yourself. Eating disorders (recovery) are never easy and you don’t always see what is actually in the mirror. I think you look great, if that makes a difference. Keep working at it! A healthy life is guaranteed to be a happy one. It’s not always about how you look, but how you feel inside that counts. And how you feel shouldn’t be dependent upon how you look. Have a great day
Anissa
July 7, 2009 at 11:51 am
Perk up! I bet you’ve improved a lot more than you are giving yourself credit! If you really feel that way, quit looking in the rear view mirror and move forward. I know I know..easier said that done..I need to take some of my own medicine! LOL! Really you look good now…don’t be so hard on yourself.Looking forward to seeing your new photos. Thanks for serving our country! God Bless!
July 7, 2009 at 1:52 pm
Chin up! Some days are better than pthers. You look great!
September 8, 2009 at 7:51 am
I think everyone has been there… don’t quit… just keep going foward..