Why does life throw you curveballs??
Here I am back again so much has happened in the last week. I am now seven weeks out and although I still will compete I have had to deal with so much. I am in the midst of seperation, selling my house and trying to make sure my kids will be able to eat. All this because of one person and their actions, I can’t change what happened but I can change what will happen from now on. To have someone who’s been in your life so long betray you in the way he did me and my children, its hard to deal with. Now he has to deal with the charges laid against him which is fine cause he has to pay for what he has done, no doubt about that but the ripple effect is astounding.
So I haven’t trained all week, I have lost weight due to stress and my mind is mush. I know I have to get back on track, its just hard. Just when you think your life is on track it throws you a curveball….it just sucks!
September 13, 2008 at 7:25 am
I want to wish you all the best, I hope everything works out for you both on and off the stage
September 13, 2008 at 8:01 am
Hang in there. If you want something bad enough, you will get it. Good luck too you. Some day you will be a testimony to others that go through the storm.