EAT, SLEEP, TRAIN, REPEAT
That is the mantra of the day, eat, sleep, train, repeat,but right now I cant sleep. Its been hard trying to sleep but once I am sleeping I cannot get up the next day. I think everything is just sucked out of me, between training, working, kids and life in general I am wondering how I am doing this?? Why am I doing this??
It has only been 1 and 1/2 weeks since I have been cutting and it feels like months, tuna is my best enemy/friend, I need to start a chicken farm to support the daily chicken eating and water has taken on new meaning….eating every 2-3 hrs and working out, sweating, hurting and pushing….why, why??
Just so I can look the best, the best….yeah I sacrifice to look the best. I sacrifice the food, the time, the things u just want but cant, I am sacrificing for the bigger picture….you’ll see it too or if you already have then you know that I mean, the fire is burning…..
which is probably why I cant sleep 
