LEANER,SEXIER, DETERMINED!

So here I am, back again. It will be 12wks tomorrow until my next competition. I go back on diet, which I am looking forward to cause since the last show I think I have put on 10-15lbs. I am undecided on whether to go back on CKD or just encorperate carbs in my daily eating. It’s hard to know what to do if you don’t have an expert to tell you what to do. I got back into some old habit since my last comp and need to get that out of my system. I did a "bodypump" class today which really showed me how out of it I was, I am sure it was also because I started off heavier on the weights, but still I was feeling it and enjoyed the class, I think I am going to put that class into my training, every friday bodypump to end the week Tomorrow will be day one of countdown to IDFA in Toronto and 13wks to OPA in Ottawa. I am toying with the idea of also entering the model search at the OPA event also. All this being said I am still feeling down in the dumps. I think my life in general is grabbing me by the head and shaking me around. I had more resolve  and determination the last comp, this time I just don’t know, but I will pull it together, I know I will not give up cause I am just too stubborn.