Shortest lived journey EVER
Went to my posing coach…she comes highly recommended. She did my BF analyais and looked at me and was nice but honest…I have only 7 pounds more muscle than the average woman that walks into the gym. I need to drop 15% body fat…..if I keep the muscle mass I have (HA HA) and get down to a competitive body fat….well, the end result is I need to gain muscle before I try to compete. She would not coach me with posing because I would be a product of her input and I do not have what it takes to get on stage…..I got the feeling that if I say she helped me with this that I would have to represent and do it well…….
I do not want to be average….
So, refocus….gain some lean mass and compete next year!!!
ALL these years of training and only 7 more pounds of muscle than the average woman….DIET DIET DIET!!
Dang it!






July 8, 2009 at 7:30 pm
Wish I had 7 more pounds. You look great! Grow by eating and sleeping!
July 8, 2009 at 8:17 pm
Eat clean and lift heavy….when you finally do hit the stage, you will look better than ever before!!! Kick some ass…it will be worth it! GOOD LUCK
July 8, 2009 at 9:55 pm
And get some rest. You look awesome!