LuvTheGym’s BodyBlog

I weighed again this morning, because just by looking in the mirror I could see that I was smaller. Again. I just weighed yesterday, and announced a 2lb loss, and holy shit, this morning another one was gone!!! I just may hit the 240s this next week after all. I have been doing really good eating, and I am starting to not feel guilty about eating as much any more. I was always practically starving my self (Unknown to me) so as soon as I started eating more, about 500 calories more, man has the weight been falling off! It still shocks me that by eating more, I am losing more. Funny world aint it? I guess the reason why I dont feel guilty any more about eating so often, is because it has become more about refueling my body, than what snack I want to munch on next.

 Even though it is a good thing, it still makes me sad that all of my clothes are hanging on me like a tent. I just bought all new clothes before I started on my journey, and I dont have the cash to buy more right now. I cant even afford christmas coming up =[ I am getting closer to fitting into my old clothes, but right now I am walking around with a vaccume line (from a car, I work in an auto shop) LOL around me like a belt, because none of my belts will go small enough, and my old belts arent big enough. Ugghh. Stupid pants. AND they wont stay up. AT LEAST I have a solution, lol, the vaccume line is strechy, and I can just cut it down as I get smaller LOL. And its pretty much invisible.

 And being sick sucks ass. I wish I could kick this colds ass cause I would if I could. Even though I have been sick for the last two weeks, I HAVE STILL WORKED OUT EVERY DAY. No excuses. Ever. Because it is my turn to shine.

 Come on little clothes, FIT! HAHA. Sorry for complaining. I just want to sleep =[

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