Linda_trekker’s BodyBlog

I’m really feeling down on myself.   I’ve spent all these months really trying to reach my goals.  I haven’t yet and it’s been 2 1/2 years.  Granted, I’ve really come far toward them (50 of 65 pounds lost), but I’m just not doing what I "think I can do." 

I really need to find that motivation within me and get back on the "diet" (moderate carbs/high protein).  I really think that is what’s holding me back.  Also, I think maybe I need to join a gym because I realize that I’m not building/toning muscle like I was in the first year. 

I love my junk food too much.  Raising 6 children alone is draining and I like my comfort foods.  I kinda started out right again this morning by eating egg whites.  Maybe it will show tomorrow on the scale.  I know my diet is a big part of my problem.  I can feel the definition underneath a layer of fat…dang it!

 I guess I’m rambling a bit.  I think I’ll go work out a bit on my home gym….