Somewhere in there…
I look at the profiles and pictures of these amazing women on BodySpace that have done what I am trying to do. They are around my age, have had children, and they have this amazing body with feminine muscles, curves and angles everywhere. I have lost around 60 pounds…have 15 to go but I also want to be sure that I don’t lose a lot of muscle. I work out with weights almost every day and I know that I have this nice physique…UNDER this soft layer of fat.
I know what I need to do (I think). I need to get back on my moderate carb/high protein diet. I need to do that today. Come’on today… today? yeah…today. hmmmmm……..maybe tomorrow…dang it.
Okay…looking at the pics of these women who have done it really helps. I’ve lost about 3 pounds in the last week… I think I’m going in the right direction.
I know that body I want is somewhere in there under there.






July 1, 2008 at 4:20 am
you seem to be a very determined person, you will get back on it, if you are not already of course