Lexuspunk’s BodyBlog

After my first competition and having dieted for 6-7 hard weeks with cardio and never cheating not even once I went a little crazy after the show for the next 3-4 weeks.  This involved eating anything and everything I wanted CAkes, cookies, ice cream, anything sweet and salty i was eating it and in lots of quantities.  NOw I weighed in a 162 at the show and i got up to 189lbs.  I wasn’t doing any cardio my Abs said goodbye when I hit 170 something and I was just feeling like crap all the time. I had no energy or anything.  Now mind you I was lifting harder than ever these past 3-4 weeks and was hitting it hard hard hard and I saw some awesome strength gains and some size but it is slightly hard to tell through the fat.  but NOW.

So my conclusion is that I"m sick of not having any abs and being a fatty so I jumped back on the competition diet and started doing my hour of cardio again. and in 2 weeks i’ve gone from 189 to 173. And I’m very surprised I made some great muscle gains over the past month.  I’m curious if having spiked my insulin all day everyday before during after lifting with all the sweets and cakes and stuff if that helped in putting on some mass. I plan to do some research on the idea/topic of   1-2 week spurts of crazy eating while lifting hard as hell and to see what kind of results come of it.

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I can’t decide what I want.  I do want to keep gaining muscle but I also want to be lean and cut up.  But it seems just way to hard to have both / almost impossible its hard to make muscle gain if in a calorie deficit.  I will never do steroids but it’s just dis hearting because those guys can be huge and cut with minimal effort (besides lifting hard and heavy)

How to decide how to decide.  I could just stop lifting and stick to cardio ect ect but i like being built and don’t particularly want to lose all my hard work.

any advice?