The Transformation Playoffs….

M & M’s,kit kats,snickers and butter fingers can you say delicious,well that is what I said last night.The usual excuse of "no one will know" or "just a couple won’t hurt anyone" and you know I agreed.Each tasty treat filled my stomach as I continued to get another and another till it seemed like there was a mountain of empty wrappers.There was a tad bit of guilt but even more tasty chocolate,so take a guess of which one out,lol.Those milk chocolate M & M’s are just sooo good,I don’t know if there is an M in everyone but I know there is over a hundred in me,lol.As I looked at wrappers looking for another treat,my phone begins sounding waking me up.Yes it was a dream,my most fulfilling dream ever;I actually thought I had eaten all of that candy.So now my craving has crossed over into my dreams,am I not safe any where?Even though it was just a dream I did 30 minutes of cardio and I will do more later on.

When I decided to clean up my diet at the end of March,I got the usual questions and comments at work.You know,Why are you eating,What is the point of all it,I just don’t understand what you are doing,You are not going to stick to it,One piece of won’t hurt,Who will know,Michael why are you not eating with us… etc.They didn’t think I was going to lose the weight but so far I have lost 47lbs and I still about 30 shy of what I would like.So now I hear Michael you are just wasting away,You need to eat,Why are you still eating like that and so on;so I realize people will say what they want.No matter which you go people will hate,so you might as well do whatever the hell makes you happy.