Time for a change
Ok. This is my first bodyblog. I have to admit I have been scared to post. I guess I was scared to start a bodyblog and then lose track of my goals and never add another post. I know that sounds like I have lost the battle before I have even begun to fight. To be honest, that’s how I feel right now. I am so down in the dumps about my weight issues. I’m way too young to be this big and depressed. It’s like I literally feel like I have no control over my life. This is a new mental state for me. Usually if I have a problem I fix it. I’m a natural-born planner. I live for a to-do list. LOL. But with all that’s happening in my life, I feel powerless. And I HATE that! That’s not me at all. But I have been examining my thoughts lately and with each day I get a little better. I will NOT continue to live this way! I will change my life for the better! I will NOT look at this post a year from now and regret that I never did what I promised! If there is anything I have learned from Bodybuilding.com and Body Space…it’s that…we are all human. We all have blood pumping through our veins, a brain that analyzes and examines, and the will to change our lives! If everyone else can make time to change their life so can I!!!! I have a long journey ahead of me…but I will just remember the saying about how to eat an elephant…."One bite at a time".
A wise person once told me that it’s not too late until the preacher says…."And here lies (insert name here) she was a good woman…." I’m not dead..so it’s not too late!
