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damn, another rough and rough day. Currently cant feel my back, well ok i feel a stabbing pain in the middle of the numbness. lol. yea it definatly didnt hurt while i was pullin out set after set and increasing weight. but after a few hr nap i felt like i got run over by a mac truck. I feel as though the body should have a signal that goes off, like a bell of a light that says "umm hi, this is going to hurt later you should stop now so you can move later". i think i would benefit from this feature, lol. I seem to be kicking my ass more than usually lately. Im just not feeling good about myself bc school and work are straining my systematic ways and eating and its just pissing me off. i have ocd and it really flusters me. ok, im off to eat before doing endless homework and then maybe some sleep eventually. lol.

how do you know that you gave it your all and that you couldnt possible try any harder?

the answer: when you stop to rest after a set you look up real fast into the mirror and you go black, and when you get your vision back and your about ready to vomit you begin to cry, tears coming down your face you look into the mirror again and just mutter 2 words "you bitch"… yea you say it to yourself. Seriously it was the most intense workout ive ever put myself through. I dont cry im not a crier at all, i grit my teeth and i continue. but now i know what its like to really push it.

well school started and im still working my summer schedule at work and im worling out and well i sleep sometimes too. Its sad really. one week in and im spent. i drove hime from work today and i was sleeping the whle way. i was up til 130 doing course work and then got up 5hrs later… ugh its just a pain in the ass.

well i go back to school tomorrow. ive been away from school for almost a year due to military training and well lose of interst, haha. Never could find a major i really enjoyed much. So after month of hardcore nagging i decided to go back to school. Thankfully the person naggin me also made me aware of something i probably could stick with… Phys. Ed. im good with kids and well i like anything physical. So… the point of my story is this.. my workout schedule.. which was adjusted for work recently is not as easily adjusted for work and school. i go to school from 8-1 every other day and then 10-12 the other days and like 8-4 on mondays… yay for BIO labs, haha not. and then work after school and the gym is only open for so many hrs a day, and i can only fanangle things sooo much ya know. and im rambling but im just trying to figure it out and the only way it works is if i never sleep just about, and that will not work for me. Oh no! i require a huge time slot for sleep each day. So it should be interesting trying to figure something out. in the mean time im riding my bike (which i havent done since i was a small girl) becuase the gym closed at 2 for the holiday. ugh! talk about inconvient. lol… and on and on i ramble… and now im done.