Lady McMike’s BodyBlog

i had the most un-focused day ever today. i got to sleep in becuase i quit my job at wegmans finally. i told them it was so i could have a decent amount of time to prepare for basic but the main reason was i HATED it. anyways i always had to wake up at 5am to get in a good workout before work, but now that i dont have work i slept in till like 7. so i had a good nights sleep but still my workout took everything i had, i came home and took an hr and a half nap, then woke up and i cant rememeber what i did for the next 4 hrs but then i picked my sister up from school and came home, ate some food and took another nap. then woke up went to the gym to take my combat class, and it was terrible. I drank a spike before hand but i still was dragging ass like never before. I felt horrible and i was just so pissy the whole time becuase i was tired, and even though i took 2 long naps and its like not even 9pm, i am tired as hell already. Very very a-typical for me. im not so sure. i have had an off week becuase of the migraine headaches *which are so bad i throw up almost every morning becuase of the pain* but i thought i was doing ok, but i dont think i am paying enough attention becuase i put on a pair of pants today and they were very very loose, so i think i lost some weight. Im kind of not happy at all about that because thats not what im trying to do, idk, i guess when i go to drill this weekend and they yell at me when i get weighed ill know i lost weight. i say get yelled at becuase last month i was told not to lose any more weight…. im not feeling good at all right now so i tihnk im going to call it a night already, maybe in the morning ill wake up refreshed…

sry i was just babbling in this one.

ok, so is it true that no man would ever want to be with me becuase of my muscular physique? a wonderful guest to BB.com has made this point and im actually fairly interested to see what the community opinion is. Have i reached a point in my fitness life that ive lost all my womenly attractiveness and i am in fact just a man trapped in a womedn body, lol. im laughing as i write that by the by. But really is there no man that would want to stand next to me and say im with her??? I really am, let me know what you think guys thanks

i’m having a horrible day, been throwing up and such. been getting really bad migraines so bad that they make my stomach all messed up. as if the pain of the heacdache wasnt enough. anyways, my stomach was really off this morning and i didnt want to throw it thru a loop and sent me straight to the bathroom floor , eww i didnt take any kind of supplement, no MRI black powder for me. i was worried i wasnt going to have a very good workout but it ended up being just fine. i didt really see a difference then when i do drink the MRI so maybe i dont need the shit anymore? idk, i have to ween myself off of it becuase im not going to be able to rely on it at basic so i should get use to finding raw strength and using the pent up rage i have deep within me thats been mounting since my job turned sour (p.s. my last day at work was yesturday, so i feel a little relief but i still hate them all there) anyways, workout was good, and i even made some improvement on my leg press, got that bad boy up to …. 780, it was a really good feeling… after a little while, lol. i jumped up and danced around the room in victory. hehe - im special i then did the highest step ups ive ever seen and my smile went to a wincy face, hehe, when your hardcore you cant really bask in the glory of one success becuase you move on to something way harder then your ready for. its a curse…. that i love….

i also wanted to make a comment about the guest comments ive receieved. they make my day becuase i always laugh at them. they call me a man, and im nasty and gross, and shit like that. but i find it funny becuase they are not memebers of the site and therefore fitness doesnt mean a damn thing to them and they are probably eating a large chesse pizza as they try to insult me. but i am not insulted, i know im not the typical "female", thats not what im trying to be. I try everyday to be stronger, not leaner, not skinnier. The whole idea behind what a women should look like is very misunderstood and there is no superior look, its all in the eyes of the beholder, so why skinny myself out so i can fit into the common crowd, when i can make myself better, bigger and stringer, walk with my head high, have a lot of pride, work hard, bust ass, and make people turn their heads, and do a double take. I want people to disbelieve their eyes when they see me work. thats why i am a memeber here, on a bodybuilding… let me say that again, a BODYBUILDING website. So, in conclusion i hope that more guest visit my site and tell me im hot because they thought i was a guy, but gross when they found out i was a chick so i can laugh and laugh and laugh.    im not like everyone else, but im not trying to be….. "Be one IN a million, not one OF a million"

so i just wok up from basically passing out in exhaustion after my morning workout. i got to sleep in till 7 today!!!! lol very exciting for me. I get most of this week off from school for turkey day, its going to be so nice, im stoked! anyways… i had a fairly good weekend, i had to work two 8.5hr days but it wasnt too bad. i only had to plunge 2 toilets, lol and nobody deicded to pee on the floor (i work maintenence at wegmans now). i just took a class on saturday and strangly i didnt take any kind of supplementation (if thats a word even), i was a little nervous that i was going to suck, but i saw no difference, which made me feel good. Then on sunday i did a fierce bi, tri and a little back workout. it was some of the hardest exercises in my regular routines but i multiplied the reps by like 3 or 4. its was rough but i made it to the end, so thats all that matters i guess. now that i have gotten away from the point of writing in the first place i think ill get to the point of today…

i woke up this morning feeling a little exhausted, havent been sleep good becuase my nose is plugged up so im not really breathing at night or something. but i drank my MRI and go to it anyways. DId the usual crap but ive been switching the order of my exercises to see if i can push a little bit more. Its monday so it was a leg day!!! did my leg press, started out just going for heavier max reps but in the middle of it i decided to go for max weight. so i continued on and got it up to 765. so im pretty excited about that. my knees are killing me now and im not moving so easily but its all part of working out i guess. a little pain , a little pleasure ..

im heading out to take my bodycombat class but i wanted to make a quick note before i totally forgot. today was a leg day and i have been going for heavy reps lately, not max weight but still heavy (around 660lbs) so i figured i’d go for max today. I had to stop b/c i reached the limit for the machine i use, and b/c the angle is diff. on the other machine i cant use them or it runis my knees(which have some issues that i dont feel like bringing back) anyways i used my creative side to add weight onto the machine,lol. it was interesting trying to do b/c i didnt want to wreck it in anyway so i had to find a safe spot for more weight, i ended up using the handles at the top,lol. anyways the weight was 750 and now that im going to be late for class b/c i ramble, im outta here…

i dont understand the point of being a douchebag. why do people find the need to be the one person that says something retarded and negative. I just flat out do not see the need to say some of the shit people ahve said to me. I would never in a million years tell someone something like the shitty messages i get. I come home from a workout and i get to read about how im inferior to some person that doesnt know anything about good health or fitness. its just annoying and flippin ride as hell. But when i think about it i laugh a little bit becuase i see them sitting on their computer all day downing others, while im at the gym making myself better and better. I shouldnt care what other people think and i dont totally listen to what they say all the timei just think its retarded and un called for. why ripe on someone that, if given the chance could in fact kick your ass. I may look little but i pack a powerful punch, ask my kitchen window, lol. I guess im just one of those people that are on the site to track my own gains, and to help out others so that they too can start to see gains themselves. I would never say hey ur a fat mess, and you should just give up or your a wimp because ur a girl, or the army is inferior, or what have you. but i guess the rest of the world doesnt see it the way i do. we are all here, or should all be here to help and encourage on another- or so i thought thats what it was geared towards. Maybe I am wrong and this is not the site for me????