I have no where else to vent so this is as good as it gets….. My hearts broke and my heads all twisted up. I still love her but she wants more time….. ive been with her for a long time and weve had our ups and downs our break ups and make ups, and plenty of heartache to boot but she puts up with my shit and shes the only person im comfortable with ive been with other girls and spent time with plenty of ppl due to my racing career and shes the one for me and i know it i just dont know what to do. Do i stay or do i go? or do i pretend i wanna go when i really dont she has my heart and she always will. ive noticed how much this affects my lifting bcuz i can barely focus on the weights cuz im thinking of her and how much i miss her and love her, its just a terrible situation shes the reason i got back into the gym bcuz i didnt wanna be the fat guy she was dating(as everyone reffered to me as) i wanted to look good and it just feels like all the satisfaction of lifting is gone cuz shes gone. im hurtin and i just dont know what to do. anyone have any advice for me? anyone been through this and survived it without being a hermit? i just need help, i need something to help me focus, cuz my goal is by late 2010 i wanna be able to compete and do well and look good and have fun doin it but i want her around to experience all the triumphs and let downs with me. im just a love struck 19 yr old lookin for some answers……. </3
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