In the mind of a FREEK

This seriously sucks…

So earlier this year, I kinda sprained my left wrist handling weights wrongly, kinda twisted it in a wrong angle and i felt a sharp pain… Hoping that it would go away (like previous injuries) I let it go and just continued on my journey in bb.. However the pain didn’t go away, continually putting stress and now it’s gotten to the point where it’s affecting my ulna.. I can’t twist or stretch my wrist in certain angles and basic moves are now starting to hurt my forearm.. This seriously blows man.

I tried to do some research,  but I’m pretty sure it’s a sprain of some sort. At first I thought it was tendinitis, but the symptoms are different thank God. I’m pretty sure it’s not bone or joint, it feels like tendon or cartilage? I’m not too sure.. It feels very bony compared to my other wrist.. But I’m going to get it checked out tomorrow and my parents want me to go get accupuncture… We’ll see how that goes…

But yeah this seriously sucks.. I hope it’s nothing too serious.. Bodybuilding is one of my top priorities in life… It’s the key component in my physical health, and if this is going to effect it badly, I don’t know what I’ll do… Just the thought of it makes me sad and depressed.. Bodybuilding is one of the things in my life that I feel I have the most control over. When spiritual struggles, emotional struggles, and mental (school) struggles are there, my physical life of bb is always something that I can stay on top of and feel in control, butwith this injury I feel completely helpless and out of control and not on top of anything in life… It makes me depressed and I hope and pray to God that it can be fixed… what a disaster…

Hope for the best…

Jin