Changes
Today, I decided to start this blog, as a testament to the ordeal, challenge, and great thing I’m in progress of doing, to not only give me a better boost in confidence in normal every day life, and not only to not have trouble talking to females anymore, but also for better health, for a better me and better looking me, and to have all those people who look up to me for my smarts, to also look up to me, for a more positive image.
Today, marks a change i’ve noticed, and i’ve read about it before…but I never thought, that it’d happen to me, being that…I never realized that I was really what I thought I was all this time. Tonight there was a get together with my friends and although I was invited, and I currently don’t have access to a car, they decided that…my presence really wasn’t needed there, they decided to not come get me, and just leave me out.
I took that frustration out this evening doing inclined push ups, sit ups, running in place, and just marking my calender, and keeping a great eye on my bank account to they day I’m finally able to pay that starting fee at the gym, and buy my supplements from the bodybuilding.com store. I promise myself, not to fail in this journey that will change many things about my life, and those around me, and although…I may feel "some type of way" on how the guys I grew up with are acting…
I just sit here, doing what I do…
because I have realized one thing, and it’s that they’ll never know what the evolution from a infant, to a boy, a boy into a adolescent, and an adolescent, into a adult will be. I’m admit:
I’m a 20 yr. old teenager, a delinquent at times, a parasite single, and many things.
I will not change the things I love, which are my hobbies of gaming, my PC, drawing, etc…
But, I will make the metempsychosis from a 20 yr. old adolescent, and hopefully, within 1 years time…
a 21 yr. old adult.
Feet,
Don’t Fail Me Now!
