I have decided to keep my profile up – it was probably ridiculous for me to take everything down but at that time – I felt that I had no choice – only because really going online here or anywhere was the last thing that I needed or wanted to do at the time.

I am putting everything back on here so people don’t forget me, for my family to see what I have accomplished over the years, for my friends to continually visit for motivation and for my enemies to do what they do best…….

The past couple of months have been grueling both physically and emotionally - and has been an extremely hard time. I have been handed a pretty shitty deck of cards, and I don’t know really where to turn. As always in my life I am left to deal with it on my own, despite how I am feeling physically, this time it hard to bounce back, just to get knocked down again and again.  

I want the images to motivate and bring to mind where I came from how I started and what I have become.

Masters Finals

Carla Petrocelli

Carla Petrocelli

Carla Petrocelli

Minutes Before going on stage!!

Minutes Before going on stage!!

Carla , Marie and Kat

Carla and Mike

4th Place Masters

Masters Finals

Mike Pappas

K Marcos

My Friends- Karla and Marie

Well it comes that time of year again as it does each and every year. My birthday is slowly approaching and this one is a BIGGY!  I will be 50!

……and right now I’m finding hard to believe! My only birthday wish, one that I cannot have – is that I wish that my parents were still “here” so they could see what I have accomplished in such a short time.

They are the “only two” people in my life that I cherish in my heart and soul. THEY are the only two people in this entire world; that really knew me and KNEW everything about me.

They loved me unconditionally, comforted me when I needed it, and loved me; at times when they really didn’t “like me” (  IE: when I was a teenager LOL)

I can honestly say that there is NO ONE on this planet has done the same……….and that the sad part.

LOVE You & Miss you ..ALWAYS and FOREVER

PS: I also wish that AARP will STOP sending me CRAP in the mail .. I KNOW I KNOW already ..stop reminding me !