its always darkest just before dawn
I figured Id relay this one cuz it really woke me up. About 2 yrs ago both my parents were dioagnosed with different kinds of cancer. By way of operations, chemotherapy, hotshot doctors, and alot of praying - both of them were doin just fine so I started the job hunt about 4 months ago with mixed results. Then my dad got sick again with a kidney issue. I got soo mad at God for punishing these good people. This was the last straw, so for months out of anger I basically turned my back on God.
The job hunt went horribly. I Got very depressed and moody. The other night I climbed into bed, said my prayers, and apologized and asked for help because I’m having no luck going at it on my own. Help me find something, I like and that Im good at. Long story short, 2 days later Comcast called out of nowhere and offered me an interview, and the next day offered me the job. Not gonna get rich but its great advancment opps, and job security so I snatched it up. Now im just waiting on the background checks, etc.
So no matter how shitty things get. No matter how many times life kicks you in the nuts. No matter how hopeless the future may seem. Hang in there and keep the faith!!! Cuz its always darkest just before the sun comes up
October 17, 2008 at 8:41 pm
Thanks bro I needed that
October 17, 2008 at 9:41 pm
Yeah Matt, I still have the picture of the kidney stone. LOL ~ At the end of the day, you just gotta take a step back and thank God for whatever it is that he has blessed you with.
And remember, no matter how bad it may seem for you, there are other people out here who would give their life to be in your shoes.
Now do a good job with those tv’s and make me proud! Hey Max!!!!!!!!!
October 18, 2008 at 6:25 pm
Hey Man! Sorry to hear about all your strugglin with! I know about the job hunt as I am still looking. It makes you feel so low sometimes..like your pimping yourself out. I love your positive attitude though..few people have one! I am a fan Matt so hang in there and climb baby climb at Comcast! BTW..back to blonde..looked like a witch with the black!
October 18, 2008 at 6:42 pm
I totally believe in that. Ying and Yang. It’s the way life is.
October 18, 2008 at 6:48 pm
You never realize who you are during the easy times. It’s only through the tough times you grow. I hope the background check goes well and you get your new job. Stay strong brother- JT