Myself
December 12, 2008The summer in 2005 is when I began lifting, of course the usual chest and arms. I was never fat, but wanted to get shredded. So I began running. I was also starving myself. By the time I went to college, I dropped about 15, from 160-145 pounds and looked somewhat healthy. College came and the apartments I had, had a gym. Kept doing what I was doing, was on Deans List for 2 years straight, never partied, never drank. Lived with a roomate, my best friend. He dropped out the 1st semester and partied everynight. Finally I got my own place with an even better gym. BAD MOVE. Was still starving myself, and began running even more. I learned more and more about nutrition and decided to cut carbs. All I was eating was egss, tuna, and chicken with lettuce equating to maybe 1200 calories. This is where my anarexia turned to bulimia. I got my weight down to 120 pounds….I’m 6′1, I was a f’n skeleton. Started failing school, depressed and almost came to suicide, I just couldn’t keep up. The best thing I did was talked to my dad and moved home. I continued working out and have gotten my weight back to 175 and honestly have never looked better. I earned my business degree and am currently pursuing my dietetics and nutrion, exercise, and health degree to prevent others from experiencing the hell I went through. I would like to thank this website and everyone on it for the inspiration and the info that I have learned. For anyone out there struggling, there is hope. Please talk to someone. The worst thing I did was become a hermit, be with friends and family and most of all pray. I hope I can inspire some with this, God Bless.






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