Mind Games
Well, I seem to be losing the same 30 pounds over and over again. I don’t know why my will….dedication….thoughtfull purpose breaks down at this point. One of the problems is that I have been too cheap to buy new cloths at this time, so the cloths fit sloppy. I think I am gaining the weight back so that the cloths fit better….maybe. It could be that I simply don’t have the mental endurance to get past that point, or maybe I see 30 pounds as a place to reward myself. No matter what the deal is I will get past it this time. I am sick of being a 350 pound slob!
