I feel so vulnerable!
Ok, so letting people see my bad side is something I never do. I just posted my post prego pics and I feel so vulnerable. I can not believe I actually left my self open for criticism (whether or not people actually say what they truely think). Well I figured if I put them up I will be more determined to do what I have to do inorder to see progress. This way my post prego pics will quickly become my past, and I can have a self-accomplishment to be proud of.
Yesterday was my first day back in the gym. I am at a point right now where I do not what to be seen in public. But when I got there the feeling went away. I realized that this is what I need. How does someone who was a size zero and an athelete turn into the pile of mush I am now? I can still do the workouts like I never stopped. I simply just got lazy and made every excuse not to become fit. Well that is over. The truth is I had always loved being active. Do the physical workout is not hard at all. I love the burn! It is harder for me to get started. It is hard for me mentally prepare for the workout! I always say the hardest part of the day is getting out of bed! No one likes to do it! But once it is done you fell so much better. Well I am getting out of bed! Another words I am hitting the gym, because I know I will feel better once I am there, and even greater once I complete my workout. 
January 14, 2008 at 6:43 pm
You know the excuses and now you admitted them. Now walk the walk. You can do it, you’ve done it before. I know exactly what your going threw. No one cares if you loose the weight, no one but you. Do it because you FEEL you want to. : )