Jgenesis7’s BodyBlog

Okay so I have been on meds for the past three months and my doctor told me that I should be prepared to stay on them until at least May, well with these meds you need to eat, hence my 30 pounds weight gain. Why? you may ask, because no matter how much I ate I still felt sick after taking the meds, I would have to eat a big meal to feel better. Well, through trials I figured out that Muscle Milk light would coat my stomach enough to help alleviate the sick feeling in the my stomach. So Last night I drank my shake and took my meds, I was fine until I decided to lay down to go to sleep; you know how you get that sick feeling in your stomach and your mouth waters; I knew I was going to throw up……I ran downstairs (yes, my bathroom is one floor down) and just threw up badly………I really hate this!! But I can’t live in this body one more second…so I cleaned myself up; feed myself some light turkey breast on whole wheat to coat my stomach and went to bed; this morning I went to a spinning class and decided not to give up!! This is TRULY TOUGH!! But I have to make the commitment to myself and my family to get my body where it needs to be, plus I finally want to feel good in my own skin!!!

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