Unlike a majority of people around the world I generally don’t make New Year resolutions. Personally I feel if you need to wait for a specific date to make some sort of change you’re starting your path to any goal with an excuse, but thats just my opinion, "Why Wait??!!" Anyways, that was an irrelevant rant. Warning: I am feeling rather, for a lack of better words, BBLLAAAHH/depressed so ignore my wh’cha-matude….
I took some progress pics (I don’t feel I should call this set that tho) today and am extremely dissappointed, I knew I wouldn’t like what I saw because of me slacking (to put it lightly) in the gym lately, it’s basically been two flippin’ weeks since I’ve been!!! and just all around not really watching or caring about my diet. I could make 150 excuses and semi-valid reasonings behind this, but I won’t.
I ****ed up, bottom line, no excuses, it’s completely on me.
I might try and throw out a little 1 rep max workout b4 my daughter starts school on monday, which is also when I’m going to start back into my training. Just because I like to start on "even" days of the week (lol ignore the gigantic hypocrosy of the very first sentence of this very same blog!!!
) I’m unsure of what my routine is going to look like right now , I have to try rearrange my timetable at school so I can be home for my daughter!! It’s looking like maybe only three days of weights and squeeze in cardio when I can, which I’m not happy about, I really wanted to be able to have a five day a week routine!
Just to throw this out there, my daughter has been living with me since boxing day, hence the new found stress/ time contstraints, not because of my daughter, but because of dealing with her mother A/K/A the biggest….ummm…I’ll save that rant for elsewhere…
So to stop this before it turns into a psychotherapy session, I got alot of work to do to get my scheduling and , well , entire life in order in the next little bit!!
jex
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