JerseyShore’s BodyBlog

Im new here, it took alot for me to post my pics, i was 356pds, im now 230, with 70 left to go, if you read my profile, youll know the story, im a little nervous, about having my pics up, i still feel like that gross 356pd wheelchair stuck person, not a day goes by that im not in pain, but i refuse to take anymore pain killers, or steroids, im told i will always be in pain, i have nerve damage to my left leg, from the Disk exploding, i lost Lower Lumber 3/4, 22Aug 2004, then 19 April 2005, part of Lower Lumbar 1/2, was taken out, im fighting a back fusion right now, the Docs want to put a rod ,and cage around my spine, i will lose almost 40% of my spine motion, so i said NO     i have a dream, of becoming a Personal Trainer, for people like me, the "damaged goods", the ones everyone gave up on, i still have a pitty party every now and then, for what i lost, i was in school to be a flight medic, that dream is gone, but when a door closes, i do think one opens, i think this site might be the help i need,to get rid of the last 70, and to stop seeing that 356pd wheelchair person, Thank you, and i look forward to enjoying this site,