JUst an update
Haven’t been blogging much of late- dunno just haven’t had the time or energy. Things have been pretty decent still. The economy sucks, my girlfriend and I are somewhere far in between together and not and its the "holidays." But thats the thing, its just life, a strange juxtaposition between good and bad in which we just have to figure out how to feel good about ourselves. And I do. I am happy. Training is kicking ass, I have some of the best friends the world has to offer, a dad who is always there for me and even God always seems to be hookin a brotha up 
This year I guess I finally figured out how to balance the good and bad, to feel both and be fine with that- I think I’ve always absolutely avoided the painful parts before, now I know they have to be there and I am fine with that. There is way to much good to worry about it. Well that was a bit more junk than I intended…all I meant to say is "ugh, weights good. happy holidays!" So yeah, on that note… Happy Holidays everyone!
December 23, 2008 at 8:00 am
Hey, you’re feeling just like me. Thinking about it, I know there is no life where one is in a persistent state of bliss. No matter how good things are. We are to be continually reaching and striving for more, (while being greatful for what we do have). This is just the lot of man. To never be content…for long. Or maybe we both just have seasonal affective disorder. Happy holidays.
December 23, 2008 at 8:09 am
Probably a disorder :/ lol Happy Holidays Maddi