Well, the time is NOW!!!!
My third show is this upcoming weekend. I’m feeling worst than I did last year since I lost weight, but I’m stronger than I was. I don’t understand. I’m trying not to push myself since I need my muscle to recover, but I can’t stop myself when I’m in the gym. I want this so bad I can taste it, but this year, I’m in the open not novice. I need to bring my A game but I don’t think I did. Trust me, I will give it my all. I think the move to Washington did take a big part of that, since I don’t feel as motivated as I did in Sacramento. I’m doing 30 minutes of cardio and two execisies prior muscle group (about 1/2 of what I normal lift). But like R Kelly says, MY MIND IS TELLING NO BUT ME BODY IS SAYING YES.






August 6, 2008 at 2:12 pm
UR doing great and will do great, don’t trip, okay? I wanna see u get ur pro card and like R Kelly also says, I BELIEVE I CAN FLY… I BELIEVE I CAN TOUCH THE SKY……Believe in urself!