Jagged_edge42’s BodyBlog

My third show is this upcoming weekend.  I’m feeling worst than I did last year since I lost weight, but I’m stronger than I was.  I don’t understand.  I’m trying not to push myself since I need my muscle to recover, but I can’t stop myself when I’m in the gym.  I want this so bad I can taste it, but this year, I’m in the open not novice.  I need to bring my A game but I don’t think I did.  Trust me, I will give it my all.  I think the move to Washington did take a big part of that, since I don’t feel as motivated as I did in Sacramento.  I’m doing 30 minutes of cardio and two execisies prior muscle group (about 1/2 of what I normal lift).  But like R Kelly says, MY MIND IS TELLING NO BUT ME BODY IS SAYING YES.