Two weeks out from my first show.
Well, I’m finally here, my first show. I don’t know what to expect and maybe I’m my worst critic. I started my tanning, and I realize it not for me, but I will continue to do them. I have lost 5 lbs trying to diet and was told I lost some of my size. I’m starting to realize how difficult this really is. Hopefully I will start to see some more changes but if you are already lean, what else can I do. I get comments that you are ready and continue what you’re doing. While, in my mind, I want to get bigger and more cut. I’m my worst critic.
