Jagged_edge42’s BodyBlog

Well, I can’t remember the last 4th of July with my family.  Being in the military, we have to make sacifies that most American’s are never placed.  So, to all the American Soldiers stationed around the world, I’m with you in heart and spirit.  To everyone else, I hope you enjoyed the 4th of July holiday and what it means to be living a country that is free.

Well, I’m finally here, my first show.  I don’t know what to expect and maybe I’m my worst critic.  I started my tanning, and I realize it not for me, but I will continue to do them.  I have lost 5 lbs trying to diet and was told I lost some of my size.  I’m starting to realize how difficult this really is.  Hopefully I will start to see some more changes but if you are already lean, what else can I do.  I get comments that you are ready and continue what you’re doing.  While, in my mind, I want to get bigger and more cut.  I’m my worst critic.