I need to vent!!
F*uckDamnSh!tthisf*ucktohell.
Okay. I feel a bit better now. 
Swearing feels so cathartic to me. This may be because I was sent to a super strict private Christian school my entire life, and I was forbidden to say even the word, "dang" because it resembled ‘damn’ too closely. LOL!
But on to why I am so cantankerous right now. Even WORSE than making no progress, (ie. how nice would stalling/mainintaing be right now?!), I have gained a total of 6.4 pounds in 2.5 weeks. IT IS NOT WATER WEIGHT. How I LONG for the problems of 3+ weeks ago when the weight was dropping right off my frame!! Even if some (most?) of it WAS muscle!
AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Seriously guys, no comforting words for me, please. I don’t want them. 
Puhahahaha! My self-pity will be over shortly because getting these words out is already making me feel loads better! 
I leave for my sunny little vacation to Vegas tomorrow, and there is NO way I am ruining my trip by feeling all sorry for myself! I have a plan for myself when I return. HARDCORE CUTTING will start on SUNDAY when I return. That’s right! I am going to take off those BLASTED 6.4 pounds, and an extra 3.6 to show it’s who’s boss! MUAHAHAHAHA. It may take me two months. But f*uckDamnSh!t if I’m going to let it stick around!
/rant. 
April 15, 2008 at 2:47 pm
Oh my! Such naughty words to come out of something so tiny and sweet. Maybe your not eating enough?
April 15, 2008 at 3:23 pm
someone has to be playing a prank on you and has adjusted the zero balance on your scale. 6.4 LBS would show on you and I don’t see it in your newest progress picture.
I’m not giving your feel better talk I’m just saying you might want to double check the accuracy of your equipment…
Go enjoy your vacation and come back with a renewed intensity.
April 15, 2008 at 3:49 pm
Maybe it’s the supps? Regardless, have the best time in Vegas!! Take lots of pics and party hard!
April 15, 2008 at 3:59 pm
I blame the waffles! Blast them! Have you had your bodyfat checked recently? Always helps to do that now and then. High BCAA doses are very anabolic. You never know, it could be a sum of a lot of things…
April 15, 2008 at 5:00 pm
You go girl! Kick those extra pounds ass to the curb!
April 15, 2008 at 6:48 pm
Enjoy Vegas, and your vacation. 10 lbs, you’re planning to lose 10 lbs, that sounds like a lot. Embrace the rest, clear your head, then come back with renewed intensity. Good luck, and enjoy your journey.
April 16, 2008 at 2:13 am
Hope you have a fun and safe trip…I agree with Trixter though….not tat I am comforting you or anything! LOL
April 16, 2008 at 7:37 am
Do you have a crappy $20 digital scale? I did and the readings from that thing were all over the place! I got rid of it and stuck with the scale at the gym.
April 16, 2008 at 7:38 am
haha just ran across your blog. No words of encouragement, eh? You suck! You can’t do it! LOL
You know I’m playing of course. Have fun in Vegas!
April 16, 2008 at 8:04 am
BWWAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! StressMonkey, that’s the worst photoshop I’ve ever seen…. ohohoohhhh my stomach, ahhhh that was a good laugh…
April 16, 2008 at 10:37 am
Pottymouth!!!
April 16, 2008 at 1:52 pm
************erpig****er****itycocksucker…BALLS!!! BIG BALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wait, are we still doing the swearing thing? Did I miss it?
shit
April 16, 2008 at 2:19 pm
Hey forgetaboutit. Go to Vegas have a blast drink it up party till you can’t party anymore and then party some more. When you get back jump back into training hard and get rid of this mysterious 6.4 lbs you say you gained.
April 16, 2008 at 2:46 pm
I was a sailor.. just in case you need a few more choice words. Have fun in Vegas!
April 17, 2008 at 7:43 am
ENJOY VEGAS !
keep swearing it kills the stress .
yuor a bit stresseed so u are problay holding a bit of water. watch yuor sodium / sugar/ and stress.
STUFF i know all to well ,
keep smiling !
April 17, 2008 at 8:05 am
OMG, Janet being a bad girl? I guess those lessons from Boarding School helps none! I’m surprised to be reading such words from a woman as determined as yourself!
Have fun in Vegas! And yeah, when you come back, we need to schedule our weight-in…. sry, I can guarantee you that it will not be every two days.
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Have a blast in Vegas; bring back some pics
April 17, 2008 at 8:52 pm
I do love me some cussing.
Ouch on the 6 pounds and change. I’m trying to cut right now and my waist is sticking firmly at, uh, NOT FIRM. Weight was static for the week and considering I’ve been doing (mostly) an hour of cardio each day…
SON OF A…
Anyway, what’s that saying? I FEEL YOUR PAIN!
Have a great weekend! (Almost here.)
April 18, 2008 at 12:09 pm
Nothing at all wrong with getting angry with yourself, as long as you channel that passion to reach your goals.
I can’t wait to see your hardcore cut plan put into action Janet, looking forward to it! Go for the glow!
PS, thanks for all the help.
April 21, 2008 at 5:59 pm
JJ, Take heart, our weights, like the market, will fluctuate. : ) And keep swearing as needed. I find it refreshing, myself.
April 22, 2008 at 11:17 am
Ok, quit whinning and get back to work!!
From the looks of your plates while in Vegas, I’d say you did REAL well. Plus you look awesome ..
heh, heh. Ok I’m hunder’n down now ready for the blows. LOL
It’s good to vent once in awhile!
on F&$* Don’t think just because I said that, that I feel sorry for you. hee hee
Keep work’n it girl!!!