Blurgh..
So looking at all these gorgeous womens bodies on bodyspace is totally making me feel like i’m never going to get there! But I will never give up, never. I admire these women so much. They are amazing.
I guess i’m just so scarred I won’t make it and get to that level because this is the best my body has ever been. I mean this is the best me right now. So to take the best me and turn it up a notch….or 5 notchs…is very scary. In honest truth I don’t know if I can get to my personal goal but I will never give up.
I’ve learned a lot over the past three years. I lost a whole person, I became and Aerobics Insturctor (A dream come true), got my Personal Training Certification (NCCPT), am in my 2nd year of college going for that Bachleors in Kinesiology w/ a Minor in Sports Buisness and now, all I want is to compete in a competition! I know I can do it!
August 1, 2007 at 5:01 pm
sound like its all comming together for you …. certification, school, and a profession …. along with satisfaction in your off time of something you really love….. It does not get any better than than …… Bravo for you… by the way, you look really good now.
August 1, 2007 at 5:11 pm
AWWW you look great, just remember we all started somewhere and we even have those days where we dont feel as fit as we are, you …look fabulous keep up the great work…
September 1, 2007 at 11:24 am
Work hard and you’ll be amazed at what you can do!
December 26, 2007 at 5:53 pm
I know exactly how you feel, it’s very intimidating to look at the profiles sometimes! But you can do it, look how far you’ve come! I’m right there with you though, we’ll get there together! We can do it!!!!!
January 17, 2008 at 3:08 pm
whenever you feel down all you have to do is look at my bodyspace and you will find the motivation to go on. how do i know this? well because im darngoodlookin and cuz i say so