So looking at all these gorgeous womens bodies on bodyspace is totally making me feel like i'm never going to get there! But I will never give up, never. I admire these women so much. They are amazing.

I guess i'm just so scarred I won't make it and get to that level because this is the best my body has ever been. I mean this is the best me right now. So to take the best me and turn it up a notch....or 5 notchs...is very scary. In honest truth I don't know if I can get to my personal goal but I will never give up.

I've learned a lot over the past three years. I lost a whole person, I became and Aerobics Insturctor (A dream come true), got my Personal Training Certification (NCCPT), am in my 2nd year of college going for that Bachleors in Kinesiology w/ a Minor in Sports Buisness and now, all I want is to compete in a competition! I know I can do it!

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