InsaneBody91’s BodyBlog

well guess what… i cheated and i feel freaken awsome. this morning i tried on some of my fat jeans and they swallowed me whole and i decided this was goin to be my only cheat day for a while. i am goin to commit myself to another month of hard training and strict diet.  i cant wait to actully see what kind of results i can get with in a month. but i promised my self i wouldnt cheat my self out of a workout or cheat on my diet.  today being the 1st day of august i decided this would be the best time to do so. well hopefully u all will hear from me again with more fantastic results.

 p.s. i deserved this cheat day and i cant wait to get started tomorrow on my workouts and all that good stuff

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Day 4                  July 31 2007

ok i figured i would just blog this.  this week has been ok but could have been better.  I went to the doctor today for a checkup.  the scale said i weighed 152.5
thats more than what my scale says.  i’m not the least bit worried about it thou.
i keep trying to think positive but i also wonder when i look at other ppls profiles if that was there destiny to look that good. and what if i’m not supposed to look like what i want to look like.  i keep tellen myself that i will be the one who creates my own destiny but theres always that nagging little thought at the bottom of my stomach that says "IM NOT WORTHY OF LOOKIN HOW I WANNA LOOK" but i have to think positive and keep my motivation

maybe im to tired and sleepy to think about this now and tomorrow will be better when i get a fresh start

comments are welcome and i need all the inspiration i can get