In_Flight’s BodyBlog

so this blog is not meant as anything cocky though im not sure if it might, i hope it isnt taken as that, im just FINALLY starting to love being me.

Well Im looking better than I ever have and feeling the same Though I still have improving to do in all aspects of my life Im feeling really good about where im headed. Music is always keeping me sane in one way or another so Today I was thinking of how I feel and the song "Let me blow your mind" came in my head! hahah It’s just how I feel… So if you don’t know it here’s part of the chorus…

"It took a while to get me here, and Im gonna take my time, don’t run that good sh*t in my ear, let me blow you mind"

it’s kinda about a relationship but when I think of that chorus all I can think about is how for the last like atleast 9 years(since I started carying lol) Ive always wanted to "be" someone else…I never felt good in my own skin and was never happy with my life, I always felt like I wasn’t really myself.

Now Im in college starting a career and a way of life which I love, ive come to terms with my issues and im finding ways to deal with them, im living how i want to live with people around who i want around me, im loving working on my body and Im finally doing the things I always wanted to do and accomlpishing so much for myself!

So it took a while to feel like this but since im here im going to love it ..(and blow you mind!) hahaha

I guess im sick of not being happy with me and im just soo happy to be just "me" and loving it and yeah..i love me!!

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