Tuesday Morning Blues
I don’t know what it is about 2 weeks! EVERY STINKEN 2 WEEKS of great training and diet and BAM! I just want to binge. I’m hungry all the time. I want to eat not just sweets but anything. Another bummer is that with all this training for the marathon, my butt is getting smaller and less firm! NOOOooooo!!!!!! My glutes are semimental to me. They are my part of my Latina Heritage! I need to really focus on my Leg day but lately, when I’ve been feeling tired by the time I go to the gym. I’m starting to dispise my job for forcing me to be lazy and sit at a desk all day. I want to walk around, pick up heavy stuff, run around base for anything! I’ve lost weight, but I feel it’s not enough. I want to lose another 5 more but then I think, will I actually get there? I see all these people getting fit and I feel like I’m standing still as everyone is running past me. I eat right, I train right but what if that’s all in my mind? What if I’m not really training like I need to and I don’t know it? My first instinct is to just switch it up by the plan I’m using right now has gotten me results. I hate that I want to jump ship as soon as progress slows down but I really really just need to wait it out. You know how hard that is as a impatient person? I’m sure you do. Wouldn’t it be nice to lose quick weight if you trained extra hard for like 2 weeks ( my max lol)? I get so freaken mad when someone who is over weight comes in and tell me they lost 20 lbs in a month. I know I shouldn’t and I’m smarter than that but it’s frustrating to be eating right and exercising everyday to lose 1 measly pound a week.
I’m super cranky right now because I grabbed the wrong container for lunch and found out I only have eggplant slices for lunch so I had to pair that with a banana creme protein shake which means i don’t have a 1500 meal… Not the best way to deal with my already raging cravings, flat-butt crisis, and water retention!!!!!!!!!!
July 8, 2008 at 5:12 am
You may be overdoing it and your body is simply telling you it needs more fuel. I would eat a bit more - I hope you track your nutrition - and see if your cravings disappear.