Gutiesc’s BodyBlog

I would post this question on a forum except I don’t know how! :S  Anyway, This weekend, i had about 10 hours of sleep from Friday til last night. I had 4-5 cups of coffee throughout the day and still tried to go to the gym. Should I have stayed at home and rested? Or is it better to just keep in the groove of things and still gone to work out. It was a crappy workout of course…

Any insight?

So I hit my 3 year mark of being in the Air Force in March. I have the chance to change my career path. I DO NOT want to be a Personnelist anymore!!! My first choice (dental assistant) is not looking good. So, why not do something exciting. I’ve secretly want to be a firefighter and now is my chance! I want to be a GREAT firefighter but I need inputs for other firefighters (male and female) to see what it’s like. Is it rewarding? Is it a good challenge? How do you like it? What don’t you like? Please let me know what you think! It would be greatly appreciated!!!

I don’t know what it is about 2 weeks! EVERY STINKEN 2 WEEKS of great training and diet and BAM! I just want to binge. I’m hungry all the time. I want to eat not just sweets but anything. Another bummer is that with all this training for the marathon, my butt is getting smaller and less firm! NOOOooooo!!!!!! My glutes are semimental to me. They are my part of my Latina Heritage! I need to really focus on my Leg day but lately, when I’ve been feeling tired by the time I go to the gym. I’m starting to dispise my job for forcing me to be lazy and sit at a desk all day. I want to walk around, pick up heavy stuff, run around base for anything! I’ve lost weight, but I feel it’s not enough. I want to lose another 5 more but then I think, will I actually get there? I see all these people getting fit and I feel like I’m standing still as everyone is running past me. I eat right, I train right but what if that’s all in my mind? What if I’m not really training like I need to and I don’t know it? My first instinct is to just switch it up by the plan I’m using right now has gotten me results. I hate that I want to jump ship as soon as progress slows down but I really really just need to wait it out. You know how hard that is as a impatient person? I’m sure you do. Wouldn’t it be nice to lose quick weight if you trained extra hard for like 2 weeks ( my max lol)? I get so freaken mad when someone who is over weight comes in and tell me they lost 20 lbs in a month. I know I shouldn’t and I’m smarter than that but it’s frustrating to be eating right and exercising everyday to lose 1 measly pound a week.

 I’m super cranky right now because I grabbed the wrong container for lunch and found out I only have eggplant slices for lunch so I had to pair that with a banana creme protein shake which means i don’t have a 1500 meal… Not the best way to deal with my already raging cravings, flat-butt crisis, and water retention!!!!!!!!!!