Beauty Revealed…

Ok so I was going through the supersite and I came across this 12 week video trainer by bodybuilding.com. I read through it and said ok I’m going to use this for motivation and then maybe I can be consistent and show some type of progress by summer. Well! Little did I know taking progress pics would change my entire thinking around. Now I have taken progress pics before but wow! I have never look this bad and out of shape. Its so bad that I don’t even want to put these pictures up. It’s to embarassing. However, with my company picnic in mind I will be able to put them up in about 8 weeks along with new pics of me looking better. I just can’t go out like that by posting them now with no progress pics to show improvement. I’ve always had cursves but these latest pics….well… everything’s just ALL TOGETHER! lol

I’m about to do my cardio and then weight train this evening. But cardio will be my focus cause I got too much bodyfat….just waaaaaay to much!

Why do I drift from what I know will help me achieve? Everytime I come to bodyspace I am so motivated and as long as I keep contact I stay motivated. But when I don’t log in and when I fall off on my tracking I fall off on just about everything. Why is consistency the biggest hurdle I have. I mean. I’m not confused about what to eat, how to work out, etc. etc.  But, consistency I have failed over and over. I’ve read article after article and I know all the pep talk but internalizing it for myself has yet to happen. Well of course I am motivated again. You are aware of this because I am typing this entry.

Mmmm, what would happend if I became consistant. What would happen if I didn’t let the down hills in life knock me off my game. I’m not the only one suffering from this. Millions are and thats why Millions are out of shape and unhealthy. I need to become apart of the elite. But I’ve said that before. Know stay tuned to see if I can cross that road…