I’m about to Die up in here
Ok, so I am so ready to go get some little ceasars, no wait and some Ms. Fields cookies and wait. Anything that taste good. (so I think). I am really struggling cause these people up in here eat all kinds of junk and unclean foods. It’s lunch time and man I am seriously irritated. God I know falling away right now would be the worst oh God please help me. What can I eat that’s healthy and taste good. I mean what, a salad? 
Man what I got to learn about this nutrition thing cause I am so dying up in here. Maybe I’ll go to meijers and buy something healthy. Oh God I feel so deprived right now. I’m just really pissed. This is the part I don’t like about transformation. I am so not feeling the clean food but what choice do I have. I mean I actually feel like crying. Ok so I’ve got to find some clean foods that taste good or just suck it up cause nothing clean will probably taste good to me this first week. I have to get through this today. I can’t keep giving in to cravings. Man Man Man Man! I feel like hitting somebody lOL really I do. Is Chinese fatting? I mean I got to get somethiing. I made a salad for lunch but it’s so not calling my name. What in the world. I just want to go and crawl into a corner. But I’m a work and that’s not about to happen. It was better when I was home in the day time. At least I could go sleep the temptations/cravings off. Oh boy!
August 18, 2008 at 9:51 am
I am sitting next to a group that just ordered a pizza, so I feel your pain. I have to keep my headphones on to keep from hearing the sounds. When it arrives, I know the smell will be torture.
Mejiers. Man I haven’t heard that name in a while. LOL.
Stay strong!
August 18, 2008 at 10:06 am
Thanks. I when outside and walked around the building like 5 times. I feel a little better but this day is rougher than rough.
August 18, 2008 at 1:17 pm
i feel you! If looking good was easy, there wouldn’t be 1 obese american in the world! baby, bye! i feel your pain! i bought brownies today and i had 2 small ones and gave the rest away…because i don’t want to eat ‘em. i feel good. i had my 2 and now i’m straight. you know. you are NOT alone though
August 18, 2008 at 1:39 pm
Good Job.. don’t give in.. just remember people don’t want you to change.. that makes them uncomfortable!!
August 25, 2008 at 10:35 am
you can do it! one day at a time….