Getting my focus Back
Well I had to see the doctor again this week being I am still tender for my butchered vascetomy, turns out they could not finish (because the military doctor was a dumb ass) but they might have destroyed my left tube anyway in there attempts to finish. Well that being said I am not going to have another surgery for a bit so it is time to re focus and get my motivation back to a clean diet, cut the drinking/partying and work to get back into fighting shape. I am not as young as I used to be but I would like to rock the cage a few more times. It is more of a rush than I can even explain..Everyone needs a passion, but these days (being in Germany) I feel it is going to be a real challenge to keep the diet clean without the partying. I am going to need strong training partners and good training sessions planned to keep me focused and motivated. Lets hope things work out for the best…
